It has been a rough day, or a rough few weeks, I should say.

My bathroom roof has started leaking and the floor is about to cave in from all the water so we are in the process of trying to find somewhere else to move. The housing market sucks, we aren't ready to buy, and it seems that nowhere is for rent ANYWHERE in my town, which is also sucky.

My kids have both had snotty noses and low grade fevers, but thankfully, they've been in really good moods. On top of all of this I also had my 3rd miscarriage, in 8 months, so that also... sucks. I know I'm not living the hardest life, I'm lucky in so many aspect but I'm just in the mood to rant and complain because no one can be 100% put together all of the time.

The next few months will be a time of growth and change for me, because I need it and so do my children.

For me, being an adult means sucking it up and keep pushing because you'll either make it or work, or you die. No other options.

I will be posting some of the tips I use to try and stay as calm as possible in the face of frustration, anger, and just being pure overwhelmed. But for now, I'm accepting all of my emotions as they come, letting them completely over take me and feeling them as much as possible and then when I feel ready and healed, I will keep pushing.