Not experienced, yet dreamed
father's love unfulfilled .
Emptiness echoing from the core of one's heart.
A jar filled with hopes and wishes spilled,
difficult to put it back in one piece.
Once you've reached your limits of yearning,
what stays forever is a sense of mourning.
Pessimistic thoughts every morning,
being set on warning alarming.
For the times which could be beautiful,
painful one's depriving you from the will to strive
for better tommorow,
for the revival of love
between the father and his child.
Thinking of the unfulfilled dreams playing up in my mind,
I smile.
What a great feeling it would be,
if my fathers love for me hadn't died.
Close mindeness and his big pride,
too late to guide one's set of direction in life.
Despite the disappointments,
making a find,
once the darkness becomes overshadowed by the light.
Divine father's love,
feeding my human hungry heart.