And who was up a good hour and a half before the weekend alarm went off? THIS GAL!
And though there is a ton I should do around the house, the most super critical things are done. Starbucks has been acquired. Put up two pitchers of cold brew for the week. (100% flaked on it TWO weekends running.) Taxes have been filed. (Bleh.)
Of course, then there is the matter of the remainder of the to-do list... FFS, just what I'd consider the "bare minimum" is two freaking hours. Add everything else that I should try to get done and that's like 3 1/2 damn hours all told. So yeah, the struggle is more than a little neurofuckedness, and I'm probably overestimating some of the time it will take, but fuck me, why does it take so much to keep a place from falling the fuck apart?
And if you're thinking, "Why are you sitting here writing when you could just be getting it all knocked out?" HAHAHA, do you even know me? 🤣🤣🤣 I made the critical error of sitting down so I could get the taxes filed and well, my ass might as well be superglued to the sofa. (HATE THAT FOR ME.)
But, I HAVE A PLAN! I have to go to the market, and I was thinking about doing it later today, but if I get up and do it now, then I am up and moving AND I'll have the benefit of being out in the sun for a bit, and then I'll have momentum when I get back and it's just a matter of firing up the tunes and getting everything done.
And I know what you may be thinking, "You could just...IDK, stand up, turn on the music and get going" - trust me, I ask myself why the fuck I can't just do that all the time. Task initiation is a bitch and a half, but I'm gonna try to overcome it today.
Completely unrelated to everything else in my day, I'm gonna need Iran, Israel, Hamas, and the US Republican party, and anyone else I missed to stop trying to start World War III - things are bad enough already, stop making it worse, and FFS, capitalism requires I go to work tomorrow and act as though everything is Just Fine. Could we just knock it all off for a few weeks? Or maybe forever?
And on that note, I'm out to get paper towels and dinner and do housework - because as fucked as everything may be, I still have to eat and clean up.
You go do the best you can today.
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