I have no idea who of my headmates met with my friend on Saturday, but I can't remember any of the conversation - but I am glad it was good! LOL! It's fun being a system, eh?
I have my work meeting (volunteer job) in half an hour. I will see how it goes but I am pretty set on quitting. I just don't feel like I am very useful there and I don't feel like I will be any time soon.
My boyfriend's out meeting a friend, so I have had the apartment to myself these last 3-4 hours. We left together in the morning, him going to language class, me going grocery shopping (and also tank top shopping since I realized all the tank tops I have are either black, dark blue or white with maybe two exceptions that aren't see-through by now). I left around 10, came back around 4. It was a long trip to the city, but I enjoyed myself and I didn't panic too much in the grocery store!
I had wanted to try out new recipes and whatnot. My therapist recommended ayurveda recipes and I found a few I might actually like. But in the end my bags were FULL of stuff and very heavy, so I decided to buy the rest some other day - maybe tomorrow. I also forgot some of the essentials. Lol.
So I didn't end up cooking today. I might tomorrow though, after yet another trip to the city. 
It's gotten pretty hot here. Daisy, my french bulldog, is already suffering from the heat. Her breathing's not the best, and we've done all we could to make that better. So now we just take super short walks in the afternoon. Poor baby. They shouldn't allow people to breed french bulldogs anymore. They all have problems and she's currently fighting with her allergies again, too, and has dermatitis on her paws. 
It's so cruel to breed them like this, with the small snout, her teeth not even in a row because they didn't fit in her mouth. We have done multiple surgeries on Daisy, for the breathing thing, for nerve problems, and her back bone. Once she had an overnight stay in a vet-clinic because they suspected her to have a heatstroke (thankfully it was only on the verge of it because it can cause organ failure) - ever since that I am super careful about making sure she has ways to cool off, even inside the apartment, since it happened at 3 in the morning IN my apartment (the last one I lived in).
Anyway. So I am worried about Daisy. Lucky's fur has been growing like crazy since she's put on the right amount of medication for her Cushing's - and she's black, so she isn't so happy to walk in the sun either. So it all works out I guess.
So. That's what's new here. I am finding it hard to concentrate today. I am rather dissociated and also very tired. I have been trying to write here for a few days now but I haven't really been able to focus for the past few days. I am not sure what's going on ... Just weird. Feeling weird.
It's Monday. Two more days and I'll have therapy again. I gotta figure out what's going on with me... hopefully that won't take until my session on Wednesday!
No comments:
Post a Comment