This material contains the key to sorting out the confusions in the history of Judaism, Christianity, Zoroastarianism and Buddhsim. It won't make any sense at first and requires up to six months work on world history, religious histories, and the so-called eonic model. As the post notes, the idea of god in history fails: 'god' would not produce the kind of mess we see in Christianity and Judaism, which ended in collision. I recommend you walk away from these monotheistic religions and at the same time consider that secular humanism can't either make sense of the case here. In a complex history, the monotheists never got 'god' straight and turned the whole thing into a mess of pottage...
Study the eonic model for six months and start reading some of the hundreds of books connected to the material.

The post revers to this earlier post:

Source: Religious Trauma Syndrome: Former Christian explains how organized religion can lead to mental health problems - Alternet.org

The secular era has moved out of religion, but then looks backward and asks, what was all that? The enigma has always remained unsolved and the mystery of early Christianity remains veiled in its own propaganda of a savior who conveniently disappeared almost as soon as he had appeared, and history is left with an unknown around which still others created a religion of myths, mostly, and created from Jesus an imaginary figure. The status of its claims of salvation remain obscure.
Here we interpolate the material below. The original ending is below at the end of the post: Read more of this post