You ever fall madly in love with someone, you plan a future with them, the chemistry is something you've never felt before? You ever have that?
Then one day BAM! It all goes away. You are completely heartbroken. You have once again not been chosen. You aren't enough.
You are left with the pain and they have moved on. They don't miss you like you miss them. They are happy and in love and it seems you meant nothing. They don't think about you at all. You don't even hate them cause you are still in love with them. But seeing them hurts like hell. But on the other hand you are happy they are happy.
How long does it take to move on? How long does the love for them take to disappear? Does it ever? It's like a physical pain. It sucks and hurts and I feel humiliated. I believed everything.
I'm the girl guys go to when they are bored or waiting for someone better to come along. I'm the girl that no matter what will never be enough. The one that occupies his time until things get better. That's me. Always the one that is left behind.
I know who I am. And yet I'm never chosen.
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