Lately, life has seemed pretty annoying in quite a few regards. Boring and trivial tasks pile up. Things I don't enjoy or find satisfying are playing a bigger role in my work life. People don't come through on what they said they would do. Frustrations at every turn. This really impacts my mood and mental state.
When I can get myself to step back and be aware of it, I try to flip my mindset from "have to" to "get to."
When clerical tasks get piled on a work, instead of thinking "I have to do all these hours of mindless work," I tell myself that I get to support teachers and make their days better, which is a part of my job that I value.
When a friend doesn't come through for me, instead of feeling angry that I have to go it alone, I remind myself that I get to find out how strong I am on my own.
When the administrative muck of life comes calling, and car repairs, insurance plans, routine health visits, and phone calls make up so much of my to do list, instead of thinking I have to handle all this boring, time-sucking mess, I convince myself that I get to take care of things like this because I have a full, robust life that shouldn't be undermined by my laziness and resistance. Sometimes my little mental flip-flop works. But, sometimes it doesn't.
A big part of our theme at work this year is doing more things that bring you joy. Unfortunately, there just really aren't that many. Changing my mind to try to cope and make the annoying stuff meaningful or at least relevant is my coping strategy right now. Sometimes the main thing you can change is your mind. Most of the time, you can't change things or people. You can change your reaction to it. Release situations and people from expectations. Change your "have tos" to "get tos" and see if your outlook improves.
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