Guess who got in the train to the city yesterday, only to THEN check the website of the organization she was going to, to realize that they only take emergency cases that day ... and who doesn't qualify as an emergency case ... Yup, that'd be me. LOL. I wasn't quite halfway (of an an-hour-and-ten-minute train ride) yet, so I got off the train and went back home.

So I still don't know what can or will happen if my boyfriend doesn't get asylum. And I won't know until likely next Wednesday. Hopefully (!!) next Wednesday. Which will be a week before the court appointment. But I guess it doesn't really matter, because it's just about knowing our options, not about preparing anything, because I guess we can't prepare anything anyway.

So I am still wondering, making up bad scenarios in my mind, hoping none of them will come true.

Next week my therapist will be back. And my mom's vacation will be over and things will go back to a tentative routine ...

I keep writing and deleting things. None of it is really all that interesting ...

Less than two weeks to go.

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