Here I am back on my blog and doing the minimal thing. Yesterday in the morning I scheduled a blog for Friday and this is going to be a "Best Lines" series blog.
Today I am feeling like, whatever I do I am standing at zero only. I am always meeting failures and reaching nowhere. I sometimes doubt that if I am truly getting out of my comfort zone or not? There are a lot of emotions I am going through and I am feeling like, I am doing nothing worthwhile. I am just letting every single day pass and doing the bare minimum.
In past 2 years I don't think I have achieved much, although I tried really hard to make it but somewhere I feel I am lacking something. I don't know if it is discipline or potential. I don't even know if I am doing the right thing or not.
While writing this blog I just tell myself that: this is the minimum you can do, so don't miss this. I tell myself this line and start writing. I don't know if this writing practice will lead me anywhere or not.
I doubt, with my blog am I truly helping people or just articulating my emotions. Currently I have no clear idea about where should I take my life and because I don't have any idea I am just going where life is taking me.
In this world full of competitions we all are just competing with our own f*cking beliefs, our emotions, our negative thoughts. There is no one other than ourselves who is holding us back. We all are parallelly living with this harsh truth. We all are lone wolf trying to settle in hurd.
Lone wolf are the most easiest pick for any predator. The biggest predator of lone wolf are it's own negative thoughts that are not allowing it to take the move and it's own happiness in eating mouse instead of hunting a deer. All the lone wolf know that they are doing it wrong but the fake pressure they create around themselves is a lost battle. The only way to hunt the deer is to win this lost battle, pushing the walls of fake pressure and responsibilities.
It is not easy to deny all the excuses that you have made over the years. We all need to start this journey of denying all the excuses and supress the fake pressure. That's the only way out.
So today's learning: "Nobody but you are standing against you."
Have a Great Day
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