When you fall, ill, you can't EXPECT your children to come rushing to you, because you'd, NEVER lain the GROUNDWORKS for being good parents, and, if you weren't any good to us (it's still NOT any of our faults here!!!), then why the FUCK as we grow older, will we want to be good to you too, huh? This is, still, RECIPROCATED, you do realize that, don't you???
And that, is WHAT YOU (not directing toward anyone out there!), look like, when you grow O-L-D…
When you fall, ill, who's gonna, give a FUCK (don't pardon my "French" here…), huh? Me, your secondborn son who'd FELT you'd favored, me? Or, how about, that youngest, ILLEGITIMATE, WHORE from the FUCK you'd scored when I was…was it SEVEN??? I really can't tell, and still got ZERO clue, how much younger my "sister" ANGELA is in regards to our, age difference here…
And, this is, what's, "at play" in my second eldest uncle's life (on his EX's side!) right now, he got NOBODY, he'd deserted his first wife, left his TWO kids alone, and maybe, he had, TRIED to get contact with my two, older cousins (or so I heard…), but due to their mother's means, they'd, separated from him completely, and, I still got, ZERO clue how my older male and older FEMALE (that's the only older "sister" I got, the rest of my female cousins are all younger…) cousins fared…
imagine how these two "young children" grows up in this sort of an environment...photo from online
When you fall ill, who do you think is going to give a flying FUCK about you? The children you donated a FUCKING (so???) tadpole to "create"? Those ones you'd worked your hands to the bones, to give money so we can live off of, the ones you'd neglected to pay any attention, to spend the needed time, to make US feel that hey, our "daddy" actually gives a SHIT about us, that he was, willing to spend the time by our sides, while we were, still too young?
When you fall ill, nobody will give a FUCK (so???), because you LACKED the values of what it means, to support (emotionally!) your families, and, look at how we all, still just grew UP? Your son treated my Murphy bad, he'd gotten LOUD with him, made him FEARED, just as you did me, in those, late night, MATH sessions, which made me carried the FEARS for this subject, and in reality, I was, actually, quite, EXCELLENT in the math subjects, I'd scored higher on the math "portions" of that I.Q. test I took online back in…'07 or was it '08, can't even remember that now, and I thought the results were, FLAWED, given my PAST histories with the subject, and yet, I'd come to understand, WHY that, was already.
and unfortunately, there's nothing COMEDIC like in this T.V. sitcom...photo from online
So, don't tell ME, that you're NOT a DEADBEAT, 'cuz you A-R-E, and now, your fucking mother's (that dead BITCH!) worst fears are, coming true, which would be, NONE of us would give a FLYING FUCK about you when you grow old, and you're still not that MUCH better than my second uncle, who'd, "deserted" his first wife and first two children, one of whom was my only OLDER female cousin.
So there you have it, a PERFECT (yeah right!) portrait of this, DYSFUCTIONAL side from both "sides"……….)
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