It took her, forever, to start to, remember, there was, a trigger, that took her back to her, childhood years…
Those years when she should've been, living wild and carefree, and, soon as those memories started, surfacing, she'd felt, uneasy…
Finding the lost traumas of her, past, it took her, forever, to finally, find her way back to her, forgotten, childhood years. Those years she'd spent with, him, that neighborhood older boy, whom she had, that serious, crush on. Finding the lost traumas of her, past, she kept on, going, despite how nauseous she'd begun feeling, she'd started, gagging, gasping for air, she was, suddenly, back into that state of, that innocent, helpless, child, with NOBODY to fend for her, to, protect her from, him…
how her mind, fell to, pieces...image from online
Finding the traumas of her past, she'd, dug through the mud and the, muck, gotten the filth, all over her body now, and, she wanted to stop, but, her mind had a, mind of its own, it just, kept, going, despite how her body started, shaking hard, convulsing.
Finding the traumas of her past, she had, and now, she'd, begun, healing, one day at a, time, she'd, purged everything out now, but she still needed to, go through EVERY piece of what she'd, puked out of her, lost memories, seep through them, sort through them, before she could, ever, move, forward………
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